I'm sitting here, tears flowing, breath catching, occasionally trying not to heave my guts up, because I've just broken one of my own rules, and read this deathfic.
It was in a list of recommendations, and I only glanced down, after seeing the warning, to see who it would be. I caught the first couple of paras, and that was it. had to read it all.
Now I'm gonna be crying for the next few hours. It was such a good story, but I know my reactions are always way too much with a deathfic, with all this grief and emo rolling around in me.
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regna
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Date: 2007-09-02 12:35 pm (UTC)It was in a list of recommendations, and I only glanced down, after seeing the warning, to see who it would be. I caught the first couple of paras, and that was it. had to read it all.
Now I'm gonna be crying for the next few hours. It was such a good story, but I know my reactions are always way too much with a deathfic, with all this grief and emo rolling around in me.
too upset to say any more
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