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I had another vivid dream last night. In this one I was engaged and was planning the wedding. Or more specifically, my soon to be mother-in-law was planning the wedding and dragging me around to look at floral arrangements and rings. Now, I hate shopping for anything and I also had some reservations about my impending nuptials. Dream-me was debating whether or not to call the whole thing off, but every time I voiced a reservation, I was quickly assured that I was just a bit nervous that it would be all right and which did I like better princess-cut or teardrop? The dream ended before I made a final decision.

I don’t know why I’m having all these dreams lately; I rarely remember them once I wake up. I do occasionally have anxiety dreams. When I was a student they would usually be about school. I remember waking up in a cold sweat from a nightmare about missing two weeks of class. When I first became a vegetarian, I’d have anxiety dreams about accidentally eating meat.

I’m a rather anxious person.

I don’t really have anything to be anxious about now, though. Other than the complete and utter directionlessness of my life. Le sigh.

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Date: 2009-10-27 09:39 pm (UTC)
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My dreams are all about the crazy stuff, you know. Really really crazy stuff, but I always had dreams about me missing not weeks of class, but tests. I would always miss tests in my dreams, and I'd go crazy about it, like "The alarm clock didn't ring ! It didn't ring ! It's too late now, I'm doomed for eternity". But then it did ring and I felt pleasantly surprised ;)

Dreaming about weddings, uh ? Someone in mind for the groom ?
Just kidding ! So which are you going to choose ? Princess-cut or teardrop ? :p

I’m a rather anxious person.
I don’t really have anything to be anxious about now, though. Other than the complete and utter directionlessness of my life. Le sigh.


I'm quite young, so it's normal for me to go through the same thing, but I know quite a few people, including my role model who is always saying : "Age doesn't matter. You can't never really know who you are, who you are supposed to be. You just have to take one step at the time, and hope it will work out fine".
I guess it's okay. Not having a direction is like being open to possibilities. It's scary; but it's also exciting.

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